But... its fun!

I want to be gangster... too bad I'm a 13 year old girl with no street cred whatsoever.

My School Used to Be So Great.

What happened?!
Last year at my school aka, grade seven; it was awesome. Kids rarely got bullied, our principle was strict but extremely good at doing his job, and our teachers were understanding and helped us every step of the way! For grade eights AND nines. Everyone understood the concepts and most of us got high marks.

Now, its grade eight.

All the good and excellent teachers left (Mrs. Wruk, Ms. Gallucci, Mrs. Mann and Mr. O'Brian) and now all we're left with is Mr. M and Mrs. Chapor. Our old principle left and now we're stuck with a man who just doesn't do shit about the bullying (which is rising).
So everyone in BOTH Grade eight classes are failing, Mr. M doesn't explain the math AT ALL and refuses to help us with our questions but denies its his fault we're failing.
Mrs. Chapor spazzes at us, overreacts, never answers our questions clearly and isn't really helping us. Every student is failing her class!
Personally, I am trying my best to get all of this but these teachers... they don't do shit! And rumor is the reason a bunch of teachers left was because they're shutting down the school because there's less and less kids. Less kids=less money=horendous outcome.

If any of those teachers I listed on the top line are reading this, COME back! We NEED you here! These teachers aren't helping us and we miss you loads! Come and save us from this educational depression!

FUCK YOU.

I use it alot here and its starting to lose its meaning, but I mean it.

FUCK YOU.

Here's the story:
My sketchbook is probably one of the most personal things to me. Like a journal, only with pictures. Anyway, our new student teacher, Mr. H is our teacher's scrawny little slave. Whatever Ms. Chapor tells him to do, he'll do it. And while we were in our groups, Mr. H has the nerve to pick up MY personal, dear sketchbook and LOOK THROUGH IT. And then he stops along a page of vent art. Yes it had swears in it, and this was the conversation we had:
Mr.H: "Emily, what is this?"

Me: "One of my pictures, why?"

Mr.H:"This really isn't approporiate for class."

Me: "Well I don't see the problem. Its inside so who's going to see it?"

Mr. H: "I don't think this language is appropriate for a Catholic School."

Me: "Yeah, but its my sketchbook, I paid for it."

Mr. H: "That's not the point. You shouldn't be writing this in school."

And he takes it away from me until he gives it back!
If it was Ms. Chapor that'd be one thing but a STUDENT TEACHER? Your leaving on Dec. 12 anyway! What the fuck do I care if you think its bad? Your gonna be gone soon! Do you really think that taking it away from me will stop me from writing profanity in my pictures? Do you really think its gonna stop me from being my sketchbook to school? You think its gonna make me angel and pure again? Uh, no. In fact the only think it'll teach me is that your a nosey prick who doesn't respect peoples' privacy; that's what it tought me!
And what gives you the right to look through it, secondly? If you asked for my permission, then whatever but without it you have no right to even go near it.

FUCK YOU MR. H, AND STOP GOING THROUGH MY THINGS.

Happy Birthday

Yay, I'm turning 13! And don't really think anything could really bring me down today. My friends are coming over, and cake! Dairy Queen ice cream nonetheless! Yum!

Aaaaaaaaaaanyway, coming in my teen years, unfortunatly I can't refer to myself as a preteen, or kid, or anything but a TEENAGER. Gah, one of the things I hate most!

Preps Stole Converse from Punks?

...Can you repeat that, I was too distracted with the shit spewing from your mouth.

Its the same with saying you stole the idea of baggy pants from gangsters or you stole the idea of a layered burger from McDonald's. C'mon people! Punks were NOT the first ones to wear converse. Kids back in the 70's wore them, and they were I guess "non-punk" (for lack of a better word). Average joe's wear them... Listen people who aren't "punk" and wear Chucks; don't listen to those people. Converse were meant for anybody. And I'm not a fan of labels anyway. Yes, Converse have become quite the trend but to hate the people who wear whatever shoe they feel like (not because they want to be trendy) is stupid. Wear whatever shoes you like.

Oi...

I think my generation is in a state of 911.

SCENE is not unique. SCENE is for people who are dull, trendy and lack a personality. UNIQUE is about being different. Abnormal. Just because your "random" doesn't make you unique. Being unique is being your own self and not following what people are doing. You kiddies should know this by now.




I HATE SCENE WITH A FIREY PASSION AND I DON'T GIVE A FAMOUS F*CK IF YOU ARE A WHINY LITTLE SCENE WHORE WHO DOESN'T AGREE.

I'll try to think about the last time

I had a good time, everyone's got somewhere to go.

Three rants on the same day! Damn, I'm on a roll!

Well, apparently nobody really likes me except for my friends. I guess word got out that I despise the scenexcore shit, and I got egged by a couple of scene girls at my school. Along with a tomato. Joy. Wait, thats not the best part!
I have to stay for lunch tomorrow for my LA teacher AND then after school for my sonovabitch math teacher, and Lord knows if I had homework this weekend! Haha, and none of my sisters are home, BOTH out with their boyfriends! Studies show that the youngest out of all siblings has the least successful life. Of fucking course. My "friend" is trying to change my mind because she doesn't like the way I think, again. Oh well, I have other friends to lean on. Ones who don't try to change my opinion. Ones that accept me for my flaws, opinions, ups and downs.
Oh wait, I do have homework! I gotta write an essay on what I want to do with my life. What do I want to do with my life? Nothing. I wanted to be an equestrian, a drummer and a comedian but I can only choose one. Lord help me.
Goddamnit I need a slurpy. Tomorrow is gonna be in the shithole. Wish me luck.

BITCH FIT

Cut the shit you drama whores!
I don't care about breyerfest, I don't care about KaitxJonas and I definetly don't care on how you hate each other so much!
CUTE THE SHIT already!
You people with your fucking drama over the internet! As if it couldn't get any worse in RL, you little prebubescent bitches go and do it online! STOP acting tough to each other, stop the swearing and stop being little immature retards! Ever seen little kids in grade two have a fight? Yeah like this is any different?! Calling each other names back and fourth, being mean to each other, blah, blah, blah, MOTHERFUCKING blah! Just shut up already! In the words of Yukon Jack:
"I DON'T CARE, I NEVER CARED, AND I WILL NEVER, EVER, EVER CARE! BUT apparently all of you do! All I want to know is WHY?!"
Like just cut it out already!
Its all She said this and she did that and were gonna bust his balls to pieces or that bitch wants a fight! How old are we? Nine? No, we're around 15, 16, 17. So start fucking acting like it! Yeah I don't wanna hear "well I don't wanna act my age!" You know what I don't want to do? Put up with your name calling, bitching and pissing and moaning all day! Just cut it the FUCK out! Enough with the hate videos, enough with the childish name calling, enough with all this drama! Just ignore them and get on with your lives, you losers.

I Hate These Parts.

Yet another loss in my life, God; why do you do these things?!

I'm within loss of a very good friend of mine. We were like sisters, but she's gonna be leaving now. Forever and on.
Mic, I don't know what I'm going to do without you. You were one of the greatest friends I've ever known, and those are rare.





*I miss you because everytime something funny happens, I'm used to telling you about it.*

Its JUST Youtube.

I love youtube. I love its videos, its users but some just take this site way too seriously.

"Someone gave me one star on my video! Who keeps doing this?! AHH!"

"I don't have 100 subscribers! Waah...
HAHA, calm down. Its just youtube. Do ratings mean that much to you? Just enjoy your little youtube life and stop worrying about it so much. Youtube is a place where you can voice your opinion through video. Not where you have to be a self ricious complaining little shithead where if you get one star you start to cry. Like c'mon! Your acting like its death to get one star, to lose one subscriber. Just get on with your life! What your telling me when you complain about one star is:

a) Your so full of yourself that when you get a bad rating you act like its a sin

OR

b) Your a big cry baby.

Just calm down and have fun. Who knows? You could get suspended tomorrow. Might as well make it worth your while.

I love Alvin and the Chipmunks.

But when you go and ruin a perfectly good song by making in "chimpmunk-ized" I have a pretty good reason to hate you.

Search up a song, ANY song and on the first page you will find the chimpmunk version of it. Do you not know how much it kills the original version? It totally massacres it. Just rips it apart. I support youtube in removing these videos. They suck, the chipmunk versions suck, Again, I love Alvin and the Chipmunks! I watched it when I was little but really; just stop the chipmunk songs. Its horrid.

Now Do You See WHY?

Why we don't bully kids?

Do you wanna know why some kids in Junior High/High School go biserk in their school with a gun, killing teachers and students? You want to know why? Because knob jockeys have bullied them their whole lives. Wanna know why some teens plan out these plans to destroy their school? It's because of some group of people bullied them, calling them names and ruining their lives. Wonder why some girls commit suicide at such a young age? Its because some girls like to fight dirty and put the other female downs so bad, that it drives them to the point of insanity to the part where its all too much to handle and then BAM! They blow their brains out.
Ok, well this is going for all teens out there:
Don't want your school being shot up? Don't bully other kids! Simple as that! Because you never know what one kid is capable of. Trust me, I know. So if you want to avoid havok, just don't bully/tease/cause drama/spread rumors/be a dick. Ugh, is it that hard for me to get that through to you?!

~PS,
Congrats to Barack Obama on winning the 2008 election!

If He Doesn't Want to...

He doesn't want to!

Ok, so in band class I have this classmate, Allan, who is a very talented percussionist, and can play the intro from the song "Run for the Hills" by Iron Maiden. So the first time he played it on the drumset we have, everyone was amazed but then the second time he looked kind of bored then the third time he didn't want to play it. But then this fat kid, Justin was all like "OMG ALLAN PLAY RUN FOR THE HILLZ!! ITS AWESOME!!!" And basically begging on his knees for Allan to play it and Allan's like "well I don't want to." and Justin was like "BUT WHY?!"

Bottom line: don't force somebody to do something they don't wanna do! Simple. If they want to, then all the power to them but if they DON'T, just leave them be. Just basic common sense.

I'm not Arrogant...

I'm just very opinionated!

This rant is about something that is quite controversial,(sp?) but I just need to say something about it.

Abortion.
Personally, I'm pro choice. I think that if its not your uterus, then its none of your buisness. Yes, you should wear a condom but for example:
What if a girl is raped and becomes pregnant? She couldn't control getting pregnant, and if she's not in a good position to raise a child, I think that it should be her choice to get an abortion. Now frankly, I couldn't care one way or the other if your pro life or not. But there is always that one person who just pushes you and pushes you to the limit to make you join their side. I'm just tired of some of those people pushing their beliefs on you. It gets annoying.
"Oh well, your pro abortion! BABY KILLER!"
I said I was pro choice... not pro abortion. Silly Goose, don't be so gullible. I'm pro Choice, get over it. Stop trying to force your opinion onto mine.

Scene.

If you hate emo, then you must hate this.

Scene.

Yes, no one knows exactly where this putrid trend came from, but its here; its queer; and its repulsive.

If you search up "scene girl" on photobucket; do you notice something? Oh yeah, ALL OF THEM LOOK THE SAME.

Individual my ass. C'mon! Their eyes look like a raccoon's, all of them are making "funny" faces (and I use that term loosely), and they all have horrible hair extentions. They claim to be "unique" when they all look exactly alike... Huh? And yes of course they all claim themselves as "random".

"did u know that dinos go rawr? yes im random and proud of it x.!"

You know whats random, little scene girl?

Going up to someone and humping their legs while screaming tits or reciting the Pledge of Allegiance. Random is out of the ordinary. Not a girl who's from suburbia with choppy, colorful hair while wearing pants two sizes too small.

I hate scene, with a firey passion. Am I the only one? Has it become, like a trend to be a poser? Ugh, I can't take it anymore! GTFO the internet, scene kids. You annoy the fuck out of everybody... Your just an illousion of your own imagination, and your lacking a personality.

Live. Laugh. FUCK OFF.

Shut the FUCK up about Twilight!

I don't care if its about vampires or some shit, just SHUT UP!

Ok, so I'm searching for some cool songs to listen to, but then there's that one comment that always says:
"Oh my god this fits Twilight so much!"
"This totally fits Edward and whatshername from Twilight!"
"I like Jacob better..."

Like seriously.
shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP.
I saw a comment like those on an IRON MAIDEN VIDEO. Iron FRIGGIN' Maiden! What do they have to do with Twilight? NOTHING. Metal band... shitty book... lets do the math, shall we?
SHUT UP ABOUT TWILIGHT! Oh and what do they do? Of course, after an overrated book... comes the movie. You people owe me three years of my life back, you losers.
-Edward Cullen is NOT hott. For God's sake, I'd rather bang Larry King than Edward Cullen. Don't lie. You know you'd tap that 75 year old's ass if you got the chance.
-Pirates are SO much better than vampires. So are zombies. So why, WHY do you people talk about them so much?! WHY?!
Don't give me the "Oh you haven't read the book so you shouldn't have an opinion on it!"
Sister, opinions are like assholes; everybody has one.
Am I only one that just cannot STAND the name Twilight? Am I the only one that can't stand hearing about it? Good LORD!

Am I Not Perfect?

My math teacher does NOT like me at all. He likes all the other kids that are failing and he's there to help them but apparently I'm not doing it right. I was quite proud of myself today when I actually got the concept so I showed him and I had one little mistake and he made it seem like I'm an idiot that can't get anything right. I try really hard because I don't hate him, at all. Not one bit, in fact he's one of my favorite teacher but nothing I do is right for him. I try insanly hard to get it and I'm doing my best but everything has failed. I just want one of the teachers I like to like me back. He says he loves all his students. Is it the way I look? I will say that I'm not the prettiest flower but not the ugliest. I've told him I have ADD and it does affect the way I work but I'm back on medication to help me focus but its just not working! I want to be one of his best students, I've tried really, really hard to make him happy with me but he just doesn't like me. The one time I actually show him my work and he slaps me in the face (metaphor).
I tried, Mr. Matire, but if your going to be like that, what's the point?

Two Inches Tall

Don'tcha just hate it when teachers do that?

"You didn't finish your homework. That is totally unacceptable. You are completley irresponsible. I'm tired of this crap. How about you work on your other homework that you didn't get done in those other classes? I'm not a babysister!"
OR:
"You all pretty much failed your quiz. That is total garbage. TOTAL garbage. I don't even think I should bother anymore. I bet you all didn't study. That's not surprising... you guys never do anything around here."

And what is even worse is that if we stand up for ourselves, guess where we're being sent? Principle's Office. I just hate it when teachers do that! And some of them... yes, they're right... but sometimes they only do it because they know that we can't fight back and if we do we get in trouble. It pisses me off. Well, now I can defend myself.

I just thought I'd say that verbally putting down one of your students is shallow; no matter how stupid they actually are. Yeah, sometimes your right but making us feel worthless... c'mon, your over age 15 now. You can stop.
Secondly, at an age where a teenager's self esteem isn't at its highest. With drama and sick media, you just decide to put them down like that? When some of them already think their worthless because of image and you go and say they'll amount to nothing? Your a teacher; your supposed to help us through life by giving us an education... your not doing a really good job. So stop putting your students down like that. "Oh I was just kidding"... no, you weren't. Stop trying to cover it up.

You Want a Rant?

Bring it on, bitch!

I am sick and tired of that damn "animal rights" group PETA, out to ruin ever single god damn holiday that pops up on the calender. Hey, I guess all of us would be that upset too if we had some object that far up our asses!
-Easter: Millions of chickens are abused for their eggs!
-Halloween: The candies people give out are tested on animals!
-Thanksgiving: Turkies are slaughtered harshly!
-Christmas: The Santa Claus' at the mall? Their jackets are made of animal fur!

I don't care, I never cared and I will never ever, ever, ever CARE! But apparently all of you do!
Can I just have one, just ONE freaking holiday where PETA isn't bringing us all down? Of course! EVERYTHING is realted to animals! Every single little thing on this planet is cruel to animals! Listen, if you want to give to an actual helpful animal orginization, give to the SPCA. Their deserving; these buzkills aren't.
No, because Christmas isn't a happy season. Its all so fake! The media is lying to you little kids! Pfft. The real liars are PETA and their damn propoganda.
Excuse, I'm going to go eat a cheeseburger. Because I LOVE MEAT. But I love animals too, so shut up.

And You Wonder Why?

Apparently, a bunch of AMV's (Animated Music Video's) are getting removed on Youtube because of copyright laws. And now a bunch of these AMV makers are bitching and complaining.
"Oh well, I put a disclaimer! It shouldn't of gotten removed! And it had so many views!"
"Youtube is being stoopid again!!"
No, your being stupid. Your the one using movies/tv shows without permission from the rightful owner and putting a cheesy love song in the background. Well no fucking wonder Youtube removed it! So what if you put a disclaimer? What the hell is that gonna do?
"Well this 16 year old obviously meant well, we'll let her off the hook even though it took us three years to make that movie!"
Cry me a river, build a bridge and jump off of it. You seriously think that making a group on Youtube called AMV Legal or whatever will change their minds? You really think their gonna make it legal to make a video with THEIR pieces of work? Do you know ANYTHING about copyright laws?
Dummy.

You're Just Like a Pill...

Instead of making me better, you making me ill.

Its not usual I do a post like this, but this time I'm getting serious.
"You" probably don't know I'm aiming this at "you". "You" are the causes of all my pain, but "you" are one of my heroes. Why do I feel like this? Is it because "you" have other people to take care of? Do I envy them? Am I going out of my mind? "You" helped me get through the hardest of times, but why are "you" making me hurt so much? I feel horrible and guilty I feel this way, but "you" are the only one who can help, but I can't reach "you". Its impossible.
Help me, Oh God just help me. I thought this would be fun.

You Shouldn't Really Care...

Why? WHY?

A message to Jonas Brothers fangirls:
Don't tell us not to voice our opinion. Not everyone will love the Jonas Brothers. Hey, there are hate videos of Green Day on youtube, do I watch them? No, do I care? No... so should you care about hate videos on JB? No!
You fangirls have the mentality of a Nazi.
"You don't like the sexy Jonas Brothers! You suck, go die!"
Nazis believed that they we're right and whoever though otherwise was wrong. Well, same with these rabid fangirls we're dealing with. Whoever loves the Jonas Brothers are right, and who doesn't like them is wrong. C'mon... really?
In life, there will be people who object towards your opinion. I'm the same age as these girls, and I've accepted that fact. Have they? Nope. Because their spoiled, bratty, shallow dogs and their parents are retards.
No, we're not gonna pity them because Nice has diabetes! BILLIONS of celebrities who are more worthy than him have diabetes, for example:
-James Brown
-Johnny Cash
-Randy Jackson
-Tommy Lee
-Elvis Presley
-Neil Young
You know what these artists did? They didn't whine about it. They sucked it up, and went on. Does anyone feel sorry for them? No.
Yeah, you fans got 50,000 people back you up? Cool, glad you have an army. Good luck with that.
I didn't start this war, but its on.

Old and New Green Day?

Well, apparently "hardcore" Green Day fans don't like the "new" Green Day. The "hardcore" fans think they sold out. The "hardcore" fans think they are now faggots and they love the "old" Green Day. Lemme tell you something, "hardcore" fans:

a) Your acting as if its a bad thing that Green Day is evolving as artists
b) You know, no one can stay in their early 20's forever. They had to grow up someday.

c) The REAL hardcore Green Day fans are fans of the band, old or new. They love the band, with or without eyeliner.

I cannot believe the ignorancy of some people.

"Blah, Green Day sold out when American Idiot came out". If you were a fan, you would know that Green Day was never in it for the money.

"We make music for ourselves, and if people like it, then great." ~ Mike Dirnt

C'mon guys! They grew up. Their in their fucking mid 30's now. Do you really think they we're gonna stay the same? Every artist will evolve and then their music will start to change. Don't like it? Tough shit. Its bound to happen to a band one time or another.
And enough of this "they sold out" horseshit. For the final time;

They. DID NOT. SELL. OUT.

Again, its called growing up. Again, their in their mid 30's. I would think that they would change between '94 to '08.

Old or new, Green Day is still the same, and if you call yourself a hardcore fan and think they aren't the same, then your not a fan.

Peace. Love. Fuck off.

Fuck it.

I hate my computer! I was working on homework for one of my bitchy teachers and then it goes and freezes on me! I was gonna make a video for my L.A project but no, this SONOVABITCH goes and crashes and then I have to start all of over again! I was in for fucking 2 minutes and 30 seconds and then I have to redo this shit? Fuck that! I'm just gonna tell her my computer is being a big fat dickweed. You know what? I don't even think it was my computer, it was Windows Movie Maker. Those fuckers always freeze on me, God damnit!
Ergggg. I just had to get that off my system. Damn computer.

Oh, Happy Thanksgiving everyone (who's Canadian!)

Walt, Come Back!

Whut?

Excuse me, but lemme clear something for you people who think Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens are the only Disney couple.

I can name a BUNCH of Disney couples:
-Mickey and Minnie Mouse
-Daisy and Donald Duck
-Jane and Tarzan
-Belle and the Beast
-Simba and Nala

And tons MORE.

God, who took over Disney? Can I slam an axe into their throat?! Hey, wanna keep Walt Disney's legacy going? Make some good, 2D animation movies! Whoever you are, you've turned Disney into a cesspool! Who's fucking GENIOUS idea was it to make High School Musical? And who dumped Miley Cyrus there?!

Remember the good ol' days... where when their motto actually made sense? Look whats coming out; Camp Rock. How did we get from Snow White to CAMP ROCK? Camp motherfucking ROCK?
I'm just so shocked at to what Disney Pictures has turned into. And I love Pixar (I love Monsters Inc and Finding Nemo) but this whole "real life" shit is getting on my nerves. The only real life movie Disney has brought to us is Pirates of the Carribian(Only the first one). Like is anyone else realizing whats happening? Just because fairytales aren't as modern, doesn't mean they suck. And no, I don't mean sequels of Cinderella. I just mean like a casual princess movie would be nice. Talking animals, all that stuff. It would be a nice break from Camp Cock.
I wish Walt Disney was still alive, I miss him.

Christmas Movies

Ugh, same thing; over and over again. Thanks Disney, you've now offically ruined my love for Christmas.

Every year there's that one Christmas movie that is just dreadful. I think this year's is gonna be about a puppy. Now mind you, some Christmas movies are just awesome (eg: Elf, Its a Wonderful Life, Bad Santa, A Christmas Story, The Polar Express, ) but some, like I mean c'mon! Be just a little bit original! Lemme guess; this movie is gonna be about:

A homeless puppy is gets dropped off at a shelter during the Christmas season when a little girl around 7-8 years wants him but she can't get him and her mom lives in an appartment while her parents are divorced and the girl gets the dog for Christmas. Oh, and it takes place in New York City.

If thats what its about, someone hold me whilst I cry.

Like really! Can we have ONE, just ONE Christmas movie that doesn't take place in New York City? How about New Hampshire? Colorado? MONTANA? Fucking MONTANA!

I just want some Christmas movie that has a little bit of originality (like the ones I mentioned up there). And why do puppies have to be the main Christmas gift for a little girl? What about a hippopotamus? Like Gayla Peevey? God damnit!

Fine. Make your stupid, cheesy Christmas movies. They won't get good reviews anyway.

Take Away This Ball and Chain

I came here to Canada in 2002. I was Calgary but then we moved over to Edmonton, thus continuing my year of grade 2. I met this girl, we'll call her SLJ (to avoid expensive lawsuits) and she was nice... we we're friends through grade 2 to grade 4, until I started getting a little annoyed with her. And in grade 5, her younger brother and she offered to buy me something at the Reddi Mart, I accepted it. And then she took me to a football game, and her mom was spoiling us! Buying us popcorn and soda. Why they were doing this I don't know.
But either way, I didn't like her. So I told her I didn't want to be her friend anymore. What does she do? She gets her mom involved and she starts bitching at me. So then I was FORCED to be her damn friend. Which was torture. She had no other friends, no one liked her so I was her last resort because I had none... but I liked it that way. I don't like people.
Anyway, so in grade six I said "enough is enough, I don't wanna be your friend!" and then once agian she gets her mom involved and what does her mom do? Get the fucking TEACHER involved! This had nothing to do with the teacher! This was OUTSIDE of school. So the teacher forced me to be her friend, AGAIN. So basically I'm forced to be a friend to a person I don't like by high authority figures.
Finally came grade seven, we went to different schools! I was free from the dungeon =D I made new friends I actually liked. Grade seven was a breeze... well, most of the time it was. Anyway, then comes grade eight, and guess who came back? Yes, 'SLJ' came back. Now she follows me and my friends around everywhere. We have tried EVERYTHING to get her to leave us alone!
1. Inviting her into conversation -failed-
2. boring her -failed-
3. SCARING her -failed-
4. Ignoring her -still in progress-
I don't get it! Am I a retard magnet?! Do lonely but annoying people attract to me? She made my elementary school life a living hell, now Junior High? Why?! And if I tell her I don't want to hang out with her, her mom will come after me and get the teacher in this and the LAST thing I EVER wanna do is get in trouble with Ms. Chapor.
This is BULLSHIT! I'm tired of her bragging, following me around, constant annoyance... I'm on a ball and chain! I want to tell her to leave me alone, but I can't because of her I'm-on-meth mom. And yes, I've gone to my parents for advice.
Mom's advice-"Invite her into conversation"

Dad's advice-"Tell her to fuck off and die."
*Smacks head on keyboard* Any advice? ANY? Besides those two? Help me! I've even tried being a bitch to her but still, she's attracted to me! I'm not that beautiful and I'm not a people person... at all...

There is NO WAY...

And no HOW, you as an individual can change my opinion on what I hate or love; on what I think is right or wrong. And if your my friend you wouldn't try to change that... yet some of you think I'm wrong. That's why they call it an opinion, its niether right OR wrong. Its just... as is. For example; I hate emo kids, yet one of my friends says that its wrong and got brainwashed by some video saying how you shouldn't hate emo's. Personally, I don't care if she likes emos or not, I won't try and change that... but she think I'm wrong and loving emo's is right... Again, its not right or wrong. Its an opinion, and if you claim to be my best friend then you wouldn't of tried to change my thoughts OR you wouldn't call me ignorant or a hypocrite. Gee, that sure changes ALOT.

I am fucking annoyed on how people would try to change another's opinion just because they don't like it. What is this, a game of kickball on the field? Grow up! Stop being so goddamn whiny just because another doesn't like the things you do. Yeah, I AM pissed off at emo kids considering Green Day to be emo, thats not the only reason why I hate them; in my opinion their whiny, they think their individual when their just like everyone else, they're trendy and their music is horrid. Again, not everyone thinks this. Its just my thoughts. Yeah, some of you may not like it, but I'm too damn tired and sick to give a rats ass.
Wanna know why I'm always like this? Read my occupations and maybe you'll get a good idea.

Peace. Love. Fuck off.

I'm Funny?

Haha, no.

Ugh, feminists attack once again. The song, Shake That Ass Bitch by Bass Booty is I will admit, really racey, but hilarious. It has a good beat, funny lyrics, everything! Personally, I love the song, and guess what?

I'm a girl.

Yes, someone of the female gender loves this song.
Feminists are saying this song is of course, "Demeaning to women".
Have you been living under a ROCK? Most rap music has always been about booties, tits and other things. Did it JUST pop into your head that this music is "demeaning"? Really. Rap music is here and its here to STAY, damnit.

R.I.P Trader May 9th, 2006~September 17, 2008

A new horse at our barn, Trader, tragically died of colic yesturday afternoon. He's had it for some time now... We'll miss you buddy, you were one of the most unique horses I've ever known.
~Joseph's Lullaby~
Go to sleep my Son
This manger for your bed
You have a long road before You
Rest Your little head
Can You feel the weight of Your glory?
Do You understand the price?
Does the Father guard Your heart for now
So You can sleep tonight?
Go to sleep my Son
Go and chase Your dreams
This world can wait for one more moment
Go and sleep in peace
I believe the glory of Heaven
Is lying in my arms tonight
Lord, I ask that He for just this moment
Simply be my child
Go to sleep my Son
Baby, close Your eyes
Soon enough You'll save the day
But for now, dear Child of mine
Oh my Jesus, Sleep tight
R.I.P Trader, this song goes out to you.

Spoiled Kids.

You know why people hate teens? Because its spoiled brats that give the people ideas that all of us are like that. I'm NOT spoiled... I was a brat, but not anymore. Its called maturity!
Yesturday I started my riding class (Coyote's BACK) and I was walking him to the arena when I saw this girl about my age just TEARING her mom apart (verbally, of course).
"WELL WHY DIDN'T YOU BRING MY GLOVES?"
"Why aren't my shoes cleaned off like I ASKED YOU TO?"
"God I COULD KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW!"
That's all I heard. This isn't the mom yelling, this is the girl yelling. Her yelling could make you deaf.
Later, she came into the arena with her horse (who was the nicest thoroughbred ever.) and her mom sits down on the bench. Ok, this girl is lucky she didn't slip out some of her atittude to Lisa! She would've gotten her bahooky kicked!
Her mom's like:
"Did you clean up after yourself in the barn?" And the girl responds:
"Ugh, I JUST got up here! What the hell do you expect me to do? WALK back down there! Let someone else clean it up!"
If I gave my mom THAT attitude, heads vwould VROLL. Like this mom is just sitting there, taking her daughter's pissing and moaning!
Which comes to my rant: Spoiled kids. Ages 5-16.

My dad was telling me this story, a woman he works with baught her son a YELLOW 2008 FERRARI and what does he do? Well since he's only has his LEARNERS he crashes it while wacked out on cocaine! So basically this woman bought her coke addicted 15 year old son a 2008 ferrari. Maybe when the mother made that decision, maybe she, herself was wacked out on something. Maybe... LSD?
WHO THE FUCK BUYS THEIR DRUGGED ADDICTED TEEN A FERRARI? Their from Sherwood Park, shocking.
Thanks for messing up, son! Here's your BRAND NEW CAR! Oh and this woman knew his son was addicted, he just came out of rehab... obviously didn't get clean.Don't spoil children! Or else they'll grow up to be idiots, just like their wacked out parents.

You Bitch.

*Twitches*

Alright, this is how it goes:
Well, since the horse I usually ride, Coyote is at my teacher's Iris' house for the summer, I'm riding a horse named Daisy. This was my first time riding her, so I wasn't that comfortable on her yet. Anyway, some woman (age 19-20) is watching my PRIVATE lesson and when my riding instructor Lisa said I had the wrong lead, the woman gave me a dirty look. I was confused, but ignored it.
Then after, when I was doing the jumps, she starts shaking her head at me. Lisa said I was doing fine, so I paid no attention.
The when the lesson was over, I was walking Daisy into the barn when the same woman came up to me. This is what she said:
"I saw you riding. Half of the time you were trotting your diagnal was wrong, you obviously don't know how to canter and you put too much pressure on the horse's neck. Oh and you were pulling too hard on her mouth."
Let me note, I do NOT know this woman. She is not one of the TA's, and not one of the instructors, because their's only two; Iris and Lisa.
I asked if Lisa told her to tell me that and she's like "No. I just felt like pointing out your flaws."
Dude, not only is that extremely rude to say something like that, but I don't even know this woman! Well I got something to say:
THE ONLY PEOPLE I'LL LET CRITIQUE MY RIDING IS LISA OR IRIS; MY INSTRUCTORS.
I am NOT gonna listen to some random chick. I'm gonna listen to the teachers who went through 25 years of Equine Studies.
And you know what? Success is made from making mistakes. Not being perfect. And guess what? THIS IS MY EFFING LIFE AND YOU WEREN'T INVITED SO THERE'S THE DOOR.
If I could, my fist would be in her face so fast. Lisa is my riding instructor. I will listen to HER. NOT YOU, you complete stranger.

Emo kids

This rant was bound to show up somewhere.

Emo kids. There everywhere. At the mall, movies, everywhere. Whining about how much their life sucks when all that happened was that their parents yelled at them. Maybe we should ship them down to Africa and then they get to see how much their life "sucks".

I own a pair of Chucks (converse) but now I can't wear them because of these damn emo kids making a new trend. Those shoes were a sign of individuality.

And they're just mocking people who are actually diagnosed with depression.

But seriously, there are EMOtionally disturbed kids who say that hating on emos is racist. In all honesty, I laughed. I actually LAUGHED. Black people don't choose to be black, their born like that. Asian people don't choose to be asian. Their born asian. Emo's however CHOOSE to be emo, therefor they are not a race. Why do you think they call it RACE-ist? Because your hating on a RACE. And hey, just because you tell me to stop sharing my opinion on emo's, doesn't mean I'm going to. I live in a country with freedom of speech. And I think you would get pretty annoyed if people who whine and walk around like their dead were everywhere you turn.

But what REALLY grinds my gears is how people think that emo is punk. Hahahahaha... what? Do the Ramones look emo? Do The Clash look emo? What about The Exploited? Or Sex Pistols? THOSE ARE PUNK. Emo is Bullet for my Valentine, Fall Out Boy (ick), and dare I say it? MCR.

Trash me if you like, this is just my opinion.

So emo kids, go buy yourself a Happy Meal and deal with SHIT HAPPENING.

Diet DIET Pop

Silly, I know.

First, their was Coca Cola... then their was Pepsi... then... out of all things, their was DIET PEPSI (no sugar added). But, since they wanted more money and fat people were complaining, they made Diet Pepsi, no sugar added OR caffeine. Ok, so what does that leave us with?

-Carmel

-Water

-carbonation

-aspartame

Yummy.

Seriously, I can't find regular pepsi or coke anywhere. No red or blue. It makes me sad because Pepsi is so good and without its main substances its just brown water to me. I'm not saying that they should stop selling it, I just think that they should sell more of the orignal stuff. Is that a crime?

This really isn't a rant, its just I'm a little dissipointed that I can't find the regular stuff anymore.

Rodeo and PETA/Shark

One of them I hate oustandingly.

Can you guess which one?




PETA.

I came from Ireland to Canada when I was six and since I was interested in horses, my dad bought us two tickets to the CFR (Candian Finals Rodeo). We went and it was AWESOME! I loved it, and it has been a tradtion for seven years; not long, but long enough. But last year we went and we we're walking into Rexall when some people in blue t-shirts with PETA stamped across them came up to us. They were showing us pictures from some rodeos around the US that we're cruel so they expected us to believe that every rodeo was cruel. My dad just walked away when they yelled "Don't be heartless!" but my dad yelled back "F*** off."
Well, I did research on this PETA group and some of the stuff that they did... are they a terrorist group? Just curious? Are they?

Anyway, back on the rodeo subject.
I hear these teenaged "horse crazy" girls whining on youtube on this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnozhCuVpf0.
You know what, PETA?

I EFFING LOVE THE RODEO.
If you don't like it you can kiss THE FATTEST PART OF MY ASS. I love rodeo. I love the excitement, the adrenaline, everything about it.
AND I'M PROUD TO SAY THAT I DO.
Doesn't matter what you think, we're gonna do it anyway.

Human beings are not stupid enough to be convinced that all rodeos are the exact same. All PETA does is repeat the same clips over and over again! They try to convince you that all rodeos are like that! YOU'RE BUYING INTO THEIR PROPAGANDA. For Christ sake they were standing outside of McDonald's giving kids their version of a happy meal. Guess what the toy was? A DEAD RODENT.

They blew up a Science Research Lab! They took the animals out but what the hell does that change?
Here are some facts on that little organization:

- PETA has killed over 97% of the animals it's taken into its care. (In the year 2006, 2,981 animals were killed, whereas only 12 were adopted.)

- PETA has given over $100,000 to arsonists and convicted criminals to blow stuff up and create havoc, rather than helping animals.

- PETA gave a man $70,000 after he bombed a University research lab.

- While PETA collects millions in donations by pretending to advocate for the welfare of animals, the group has killed 17,400 pets since 1998. Some animals are killed at PETA headquarters and stored in a giant walk-in freezer, which cost just under $10,000.

- Since 1998, PETA has transferred a total of 130 animals to other shelters, and 21 of them were chickens. By comparison, it killed over 10,000 animals.

- Many PETA members have been brainwashed and as a result, have maimed and even killed other humans beings in the name of animals. How does violence like this solve anything?

- PETA kills animals. Because it has other financial priorities

- such as hiring arsonists to do terrorism and murder, making a giant walk-in freezer to store dead animals in, and ads in attempt to brainwash today's youth.


How f***en stupid.

Fake Rebels

Oh goodie!

Their are girls at my school who think their "so rebellious" when their not. Oh my god, you talked back to a teacher! Your so rebel. You wear skinny jeans, converse, a head bandanna, and a baggy tee, you must be so hardcore.

God, it makes me sad that I might even go through the stage of where I think I know everything, like the girls I'm referring to. They think their so rebellious because they're too cool so they stand against the wall at school and they swear and hate their parents just because their parents were nagging them to clean their room with pinups of Fall Out Boy etc. NOTHING IN THE WORLD PISSES ME OFF MORE THAN POSERS.

Here's how the story goes:

Teacher: Hey don't play around here

Faux Rebel Kid: I'm Just having fun *sticks out tongue*

Friend: God your so rebellious

You. Are not. REBELLIOUS.

Being rebellious means standing up for your beliefs when your in a place where they won't let you. Being rebellious means objecting to a demand that is against what you believe in and saying "Hey, you can't change who I am". Not talking back to a teacher just because your in a bitchy mood or you think you wanna be cool. Rebellion is not about dressing a certain way, its about standing up for what your beliefs are. Rather its Chritianity, Seek, Athieism, whatever! Taking a stand against something that's WRONG. Not standing against the teacher because she told you to stop talking while he/she was teaching a lesson. Your not prooving to the world that your rebellious just because your an angst ridden teen who thinks life is so unfair because you have idols of authority that are helping you achieve a future. Not unless the teacher makes a racist, sexist or vulgar comment to you, keep your mouth shut and let them do their job.

Hollywood... the ROOT of all Evil

Doesn't matter how small of a town you live in, the propaganda is endless.

But honestly, whoever thought of this "Mixed Celebrity Couples Name" thing is going to have my foot stuck up their ass.
Bradgelina? Tomkat? More like runover, hairless, rabies infested Kat. But seriously, now I hear people calling Zac Efron and Vannessa Ann Hugens Zannessa. SICK. Ok then, lets call Nichol Richie and Joel Madden JICHOL! Do you NOT realize how retarded people sound when they call couples that? F*** Hollywood is getting on my nerves!
"Oh so and so is going mental, LETS RIGHT SHIT ABOUT THEM!"
The only magazine I actually have respect for is PEOPLE Magazine; they actually have real life stories in them that aren't celebrity trash.
Sorry, but Hollywood is on something. We can live without celebrities you know.

Spongebob? Gay?

You have got to be motherf***ing kidding me.

So, lately the Catholic Church has been saying the KIDS show, Spongebob Squarepants, has been making references of homosexuality.

That's about as true as saying K-Fed's talented.

Spongebob has always been my favorite cartoon. His wacky shtick has always made it more funny with his dull but funny friend, Patrick Star. I've watched nearly every episode, and to hear someone say it was making references of homosexuality is total bullocks.

Can anyone have a best friend without being gay? Honestly! Hell, they even interviewed the makers of Spongebob and they said that they didn't even know how Spongebob was making these references. And if they were, what's the Catholic Church gonna do about it? Tell Viacom that Nickelodeon has gay shows on it?

Fuck it. Spongebob will ALWAYS be the best Kids' show. Suck on that, Dora!

Are you Blind?

Idiots.

FREAKING idiots.

If I hear another assclown call Green Day emo I will go biserk.

Lets get one thing straight, I respect your opinion, if you don't like them that's fine, but if you got nothing nice to say, don't say anything. But when it gets to the point where I have random people come up to me in public when I'm wearing a GD t-shirt calling me emo, I will have to let some steam out.

Do those men up there look like they'd be cutting themselves, whining about how much their life sucks? NO. Sure they'll write a sad tune every now and then, and yes two of the member wear eyeliner but that doesn't mean their emo! Watch some of their interviews, see makings of their music videos, these guys are all about having fun, goofing around and just being fun people. They don't have flippy hair, Billie Joe doesn't scream his songs, they don't sing about getting dumped by some chick... ETC.

THEY ARE NOT emo!

Here's more of a recent picture of them (off to the left). Ok, so I can see where people get the idea that these dudes are emo... but seriously. Emo is short for Emotional. Listen to the American Idiot album. Nothing could be more happier. No songs about how much life is depressing and no songs about the world being a horrible, horrible place.

Alright, so may I say something?

The only reason people call this band 'emo' is because of all the teeny little "emo" girls who think their "s000 hawt" or listen to REAL emo bands but somehow like Green Day (for their "hottness" or American Idiot) and then people start thinking "Oh well, if that emo kid likes Green Day then that proves all fans are like that!"

Teenies that listen to them DON'T know the REAL Green Day. Thinking their hot will get you NOWHERE. I bet if I asked them their favorite song, they'd say "Holiday!" or "I dunno". Now don't get me wrong, Holiday is an AWESOME song, but ever heard their LEGENDARY songs? From their older albums where hey, they weren't so as hot as they were now? No, you haven't because thanks to you little teeny girls people now think that their emo and all their fans are stupid little teenies that are ten years old.

Green Day just isn't like another Simple Plan. They have been playing for 20 years and worked hard to get where they are now. And when American Idiot came out, everyone was saying that they "SOLD OUT". No, they didn't. They grew up, obviously something you haven't experienced yet if you think they sold out. GET YOUR HEAD OUTTA 1994's ass. They were awesome then and their awesome now.

And for those that hate Green Day, ok :) I'm not as defensive as some fans turn out to be... I won't call you a fag or something. Even some of my friends hate Green Day so please, I ask nicely, respect my opinion cause I respect yours.

The Jonas Brothers

Yes, the Jonas Brothers.My camping trip was fun, there were lots of horse flies but I digress.Lately you guys have been hearing stuff about the giant cesspool, Disney, who used to have wonderful classics but now just shitty, poppy musicals. Well, the ones that piss me off the most is that teeny boy band, The Jonas Brothers. I'm sorry JB fans, but I need to let this out.I hate them with every fiber of my being.I hear pubescent girls talking juring my camping trip going "OHMYGAWD, The Jonas Brothers are real music!!" or "Nick is soo hawt." Give me a fucking break.I respect your opinion but seriously, are you THAT messed up that your calling The Jonas Brothers real music? Have you ever heard of Led Zepplin? The Clash? Tupac? THE BEATLES? I'm sure their nice people, but their music is a freaking insult. Not only that but that Camp Rock movie was horendous. Lets be honest; the frontman CANNOT sing. For fuck sake he's 18 and he sounds like a 12 year old girl! I've heard both sides of the story and I hate them. Just because you write your own songs does NOT make you talented! Just because you can hold a guitar does NOT make you talented! Just because your fans are teen girls does NOT, definetly does NOT make you talented! And they don't even have a drummer. Don't even get me started.And in the song, Year 3000 there's one line that goes:

I took a trip to the year 3000.
This song had gone multi-platinum.
Everybody bought our 7th album.
It had outsold Kelly Clarkson.

LOL. And that's 992 years away. Both them and Kelly Clarkson are gonna be dead! And to brag about out-selling someone more talented than that just proves you are an idiot. To be a good band, you have to write good lyrics, put effort into playing your instruments, and you actually have to try instead of being bought by a corperation and writing lyrics about girls and being better than someone else. I'm not trying to change your opinion about them, I'm just expressing mine. And if you write a rant journal about my favorite band just to get back at me than:a) your petheticand b) I wouldn't give a shit.I just HATE THEM. And Nick, CUT YOUR GODDAMN HAIR.